Saturday, September 18, 2010
I'm not ready to let you go yet...
I feel like I've lost some of my friends over the summer, reguardless of the fact that we still see each other. Doesn't matter that we still talk and laugh. I still feel like I've lost you. This may be a sign that I need to let some people go. But for some of you, I'm not ready to. I need to spend some time finding you again.
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Over the Summer I've completely lost touch with my best friend. We've been friends for over 10 years, but she's just too busy and too popular... she's EVERYONE'S friend. I can't compete with EVERYONE...
ReplyDeleteShe's an amazing person and I know she feels it too, but I guess it's just too hard and complicated to try and keep up. I still see her now and then, but there's a distance between us. We used to be so close. It sucks. :(
Oh gosh, I know the feeling :(
ReplyDeleteI mean, I've never been friends with ANYONE for that long (I either had to move, or they just ditched me), but I mean, there are just some people that I thought were so awesome, but then it's like...distance and time created a rift.
I find it strange.
I've kept up a friendship with a few people over the past 5 years, and I've been able to stay so close with them, and we all live in different states (some in different countires) and have never even met, but we're still closer then I am with some people I see everday.
It's so crazy to think that I can keep friendships better with them (though I cherish their friendship more then anything. They're the greatest people I've ever met) then with people who I can see everyday if I walk to the right area of school.
I used to not really have any friends and now that I do, I guess I just kinda wanna keep 'em all.
Everytime I make an actual friend, they become someone close to my heart. A lot of my friends have changed me (for the better), without even trying. But even if I have to let them go, at least I'll know that I got to spend time with them. A lot of people will never be able to say that, ya know?