I'm Holding Me Back/Long Time No Talk

Goodness me, I haven't updated this in FOREVER!!!
I'm hoping over the next 2 week break, in between AP projects, I can maybe get back into the swing of things and do a bit more makeup.
Part of it has been me wanting to give my skin a break (when I break out, it's usually cystic acne, so I kinda wanted to let all that pass) and part of it has been a bit of a conflict I've been dealing with.
I'm taking an AP Art History course at school and I'm good at it...Like, I'm really good it.
It's a class I really enjoy and I just get it. I understand it all. I've been thinking lately of going to a college and studying anthropology and archaeology, and maybe becoming an archaeologist or a curator, and do makeup as a hobby. But I talked with people at my school who help students plan for their future and I'm re-thinking everything. I just want to do so much with my life. I want to learn about everything I can. I know I have a lifetime to find where I belong, but I wish I could find it faster. I hope this week I can do a bit of searching and getting a better idea of what might be in store for me after high school. I just need a bit of guidance and a nudge in the right direction. I need to stop being so afraid and just go for it. There are so many people around me, encouraging me and cheering me on and giving me so much support. Now I just need to find a way to believe and support myself. At this point, I'm the only one holding me back. Thank you everyone who believes in me. It means more to me then I could ever begin to say♥

Fatality

 MILEENA WINS! FATALITY!

MORTAL KOMBAAAAAAAAT!!!

Besides Sub-Zero, Mileena is one

of my fav. MK characters. I remember

thinking "WHAAAAT THE HECK?!" when

I first saw her mouth lol I thought it was

a bug in my game o^_^o

I finally learned how to make fake flesh eaiser

to work with, so this was more of an experiment look

but it was really, really fun to do :)



Cheshire Cat

 "If you don't know where you're going, any road will get you there."

--Cheshire Cat

This looks was inspired by 3 different versions of

the Cheshire Cat. It's not that it looks super amazing

but it was really fun to do ^_^



1. Stomach clenching laughs

While this list has no order, this is mos def one of the top things that makes me happy.

Laughing until you form abs has to be the GREATEST feeling in the world.

Those laughs are the ones that I relish.

The painfully joyful breathless moments and the silly jokes that produce them are rare moments of total and complete happiness.

10,000 Things That Make Me Happy

A dear friend of mine once posted something on FaceBook, and I challanged myself that I could list 10,000 things that made me happy.
It's harder then it might seem, but I'm gonna try to get to 10,000.
So here's my list (which will be randomly updated) of "10,000 Things That Make Me Happy".

Keep The Child Inside You Alive

Children are the greatest artists.

When their little crayons hit the paper, reality is suspended somewhere behind them, and nothing else matters but bringing their imagination to life.

 

Medusa

 "The Gorgon was a maiden bold
Who turned to stone the Greeks of old
That looked upon her awful brow.
We dig them out of ruins now
And swear that workmanship so bad
Proves all the ancient sculptors mad.”
--Ambrose Bierce