Thursday, December 16, 2010

I'm Holding Me Back/Long Time No Talk

Goodness me, I haven't updated this in FOREVER!!!
I'm hoping over the next 2 week break, in between AP projects, I can maybe get back into the swing of things and do a bit more makeup.
Part of it has been me wanting to give my skin a break (when I break out, it's usually cystic acne, so I kinda wanted to let all that pass) and part of it has been a bit of a conflict I've been dealing with.
I'm taking an AP Art History course at school and I'm good at it...Like, I'm really good it.
It's a class I really enjoy and I just get it. I understand it all. I've been thinking lately of going to a college and studying anthropology and archaeology, and maybe becoming an archaeologist or a curator, and do makeup as a hobby. But I talked with people at my school who help students plan for their future and I'm re-thinking everything. I just want to do so much with my life. I want to learn about everything I can. I know I have a lifetime to find where I belong, but I wish I could find it faster. I hope this week I can do a bit of searching and getting a better idea of what might be in store for me after high school. I just need a bit of guidance and a nudge in the right direction. I need to stop being so afraid and just go for it. There are so many people around me, encouraging me and cheering me on and giving me so much support. Now I just need to find a way to believe and support myself. At this point, I'm the only one holding me back. Thank you everyone who believes in me. It means more to me then I could ever begin to say♥

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